An honest and emotionally powerful memoir about a country girl from Queensland who became a foreign correspondent and had to find a way to conquer fear and find joy despite reporting on trauma and horror. Lisa Millar has spent her whole life showing up, getting things done and making things happen. As a child growing up in country Queensland, she dreamed of a big life. Working as a foreign correspondent gave her that, but it also meant confronting the worst that humanity can bring. Three decades as a journalist witnessing tragedy had a cost. And an ever-escalating fear of flying threatened to rob her of her ability to work at all.